Let's start from here- Joanna Wang

giving up, why should i
we've come to far to forget
we're beautiful, we just got lost somewhere along the way
so much was missing when you went away

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here

standing here face to face
a finger on your lips
don't say a word don't make a sound
silence surrounds us now
even when you were gone i felt you everywhere

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go
let's start from here

let's start from here
i've never been the one to open up
but you've always been the voice within
the only warmth from my cold heart
let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds, we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises

let's start from here, lose the past
change our minds
we don't need a finish line
let's take this chance not think too deep
of all those promises we couldn't seem to keep
i don't care where we go

let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here
let's start from here

起飞前 (3月1日凌晨)

我终于在两个小时后踏上飞往香港的班机。

最初的去年9月、11月、12月、至08年的1月，多次延迟后，终于飞了。再容不下什么延误，是时候该看一看香港长什么模样了。

刚和胡大哥与Jue聚会。席间，胡他笑脸吟吟，和我说起中庸之道，凡事应量力而为，我心虚，左右他言。他也不慌，就直视我眼睛。我不堕落，只是他那些话刚好缓冲了我往下坠的速度，在平衡木上稳住了自己。感谢他。

我想除了工作，也包括我的感情。量力而为呵。忽然发现这些年我变得黑暗了许多(你不可以说我本来就dark and shallow)。你说我们到底在等待些什么？真爱的奇迹？(算了吧。) 我们确实分手了，我不明白你怎么可以若无其事，嬉皮笑脸绕回来。

我们千疮百孔的爱情，如何都拼凑不了完整一片。我常常觉得自己像一个躲在暗室的疯女人，握着利刃，就等着你走进来。我不知道，我可以一刀插下去说自己不会再任你摆布了，还是会抱着你痛哭说让我们再谈一场恋爱吧。

后记：香港是一个很快的城市－－行人道上大群行色匆匆的路人，马路上高速呼啸的巴士德士，轨道上轻快穿梭的MRT。我假装自己是个香港人，快速的行走，脑袋却慢慢清晰。关于你，我依然没有答案，但我不勉强了，这一回，也让fate带领我们吧。

要如何没有过去，没有未来的去爱一个人？ ：)

用这个城市的速度刻度爱。